No More Tears

I claimed that I love my childhood but when I look back the past there were more agonies than happiness.

I had shed litres of tears. I seldom laugh. There's no reason for me to laugh.

Why am I so weak until I always get bullied by others?

This makes me tend to follow some antagonists in certain show that have the thinking of : "I need power so that I can revenge."

No they are not bad people. They just can't accept being bullied by others. I understand.

But God please be the protagonist in my life. Teach me how to forgive and forget. Amen.