Yui Aragaki

I really think that, Yui Aragaki is soooo gorgeous... 

Here's a picture of her in the Code Blue drama...

And this one is even cute!!! 

我    被 她   电 死 了！

I'm The Copy Cat

Copying techniques and making them your own is learning. In other words, it's growing.

Kise Ryouta, the copy cat

Yeah I like to copy things since I was small. I copy drawings and I imitate voices. And I thought it was not a remarkable skill or talent because it sounds like you don't have your own weapon. But after I watched  this anime, Kuroko no Basuke, I began to feel proud of my copying skills. Ahh~~ Some anime really encourage me a lot! LOL

Silly me

It's not the first time, but it has been quite a very long time that I did not experience this nervousness before. Entered the exam hall, well it's just a lecture hall which I'm always having my class there actually. The seats were very close to each other. Many people arrived before us and they already chose a seat and settled down there. Normally I will sit at the front, but not too front. But this time I sat in the middle. However, most of my course mates sat around me. Thinking that the seats were close, maybe we can have some discussions (I also don't know why I had this thinking suddenly). 

Soon, the exam started, and I was stunned by the question. Actually we were given some hints before the exam, the lecturer said one of the questions requires us to plot graph. And there were only 2 questions on the paper. I started to look at the first question, and I think that's the one which we had to plot the graph in order to solve some questions below it. But what kind of graph should I plot? Actually I don't really know how to solve it. When I took the graph paper, I took a glance at the people around me. What?! Nobody is plotting the graph! They are all writing! Some are writing non-stop! Then I began to feel panic. Could it be the second question that requires us to plot the graph? But it doesn't seem so. Oh no! What should I do now? And you know, when I feel panic, my brain freezes completely. This was an one hour exam. And I only sat down, doing nothing, watching people writing continuously which I don't know what are they actually writing. I looked at the time, it was 8:44 pm. There is about half an hour more to go. Many things came across my mind. I will probably fail in this paper, is it? Oh God, please let me write at least something, teach me how to do as You promised. Those boys who sat around me would probably think that I can do it huh?! But I felt that they were also writing something. Then I saw Adrian, same like me, doing nothing. But this is normal to him. He's always like that! == And he looked at me, I think he also wonder why I did not start. Finally, I started to overcome my fear after praying for a while. Ignoring the first question, I started to do the second question first and it was quite ok since I can start to think.

After finishing the second question, I viewed my surroundings again. And I saw some people started to do on the graph paper already. And then, rupanya I said, rupanya! They also don't know how to do the first question and quickly do the second question first! No wonder no one was plotting the graph from the start! Only silly me  easily get influenced and affected by others!

I should have this kind of thinking 原来你不会做，别人也一样不会做... But cannot always have this thinking, it sounds cocky and this is not always true :(

Or perhaps I should not sit among so many people. Please, isolate me and leave me alone next time. Sometimes I really prefer to be alone. Having people around me will only limit my confidence and thinking. It is the same like doing presentation or speaking in front of others. Some people's advice, treat the audience as your friend, and you won't get nervous. But sorry to say that, I can't do that, especially in front of the pros, the look of their eyes are full of condemns and it makes me afraid to speak. Maybe I just think too much, but I really can't help to think so.

Ok. Enough of the grumbles. Thank God at least I wrote something. :)

**我也是很过分的咯，感谢的话才一句，埋怨的话就一大篇** ==

Shell Career Day

Yesterday I went for the Shell Career Day. It started at 8am, but I woke up at 7.35am. Looking at the time, still wondering whether I should go there or not. Thinking of several factors like I never went that place before so I was not sure exactly where the place is, I only know that it was nearby my kolej, what should I bring? I didn't do any preparations for this, what should I wear? Was it worth going? I don't have any friends going there with me, I'm all alone, was it too early for me to attend this since I'm not a final year student? and blah blah blah... LOL I'm really a troublesome person. At last I made my decision to go there to learn something. I reached there at 8am and there was nobody there. But then slowly there were more and more people arrived.

Had a small talk with a guy who was taking Physics course. Then, I saw some of my kolej's seniors too. People who were taking various courses came. eg: Statistics, Environmental Science, Engineering, Business, Physics... Then I registered myself at the counter and took a goodies bag. There were two notebooks, a pen and a brochure with Shell Company logo inside... Like it so much~ >w< Then I simply found a place and sat. The workshop was useful. They taught us how to write resume and how to deal with an interview, what does Shell requires, how to fill in the form nicely in order to join Shell... They also told us about their experience, why Shell  is good, how they enter Shell... Haha... Had a relaxing moment there. This experience is EXACTLY like last year I attended the Leadership course in Melaka! Listening talks in a comfortable area ALONE! LOL! I'm a loner without friends accompany me... T-T Eat ALONE, sit ALONE, went back kolej ALONE... and when I walked back there was a heavy rain welcome me! The wind blew strongly until I felt my umbrella like going to fly away. And since the rain was heavy, my shoes and shorts were soaked wet. But when I reached my room, the rain STOPPED... ... ... What a day! Ok. That's all. I don't wanna talk more already. Bye bye!

Belated Birthday Present

Err... How should I start this? 

That day our Pusanika has an anime booth which sell anime stuffs...

There were so many things which really triggered my excitement... 

Long time didn't have this kind of feeling already!

One Piece, Naruto, Fairy Tail, etc.

Posters, Puzzles, Plushies, Key chains, Glasses, Mugs, Cups, T-shirts and etc.

I was attracted and I stopped at there for a long time.

I wanted to buy some things but the price was really expensive. ==

Being attracted by this Fairy Tail Glass.

And when I asked for the price, it costed RM35 each!

But I really like this one. 

Maybe it looks nothing special to you, but I like the Fairy logo very much.

Asked my course mates whether was it worth-buying, they said buying this is wasting money. ==

So I did not buy.

But few days later, my course mate said she got something to give me.

At that time I feel indifferent. Not really curious about what she's going to give me because she always give me small gifts like clips and key chain without any reason. :/

Then after class, she took out THIS!

Woah! I was stunned! 

She said, "Nah Nah, your birthday present!"

But the first thing I did was rejecting it. ==

I said I can't accept such an expensive gift.

Although she's kinda rich, but still I dare not accept it.

A glass worth RM35! That day she stopped me from buying it. And now she bought it for me.

But luckily when I opened it, I saw it was shared by 3 course mates.

Felt so happy~ ^.^

And my second present was THIS!

A cute multi-functional storage box!

These are my presents in 2012 by course mates. That's all. =)

Cousin's Wedding

After being two weeks at here, finally I can take this opportunity to go back to my hometown to meet my family. =) Initially we planned to go back in the evening after my sister's last class on that day. But since she had decided to skip class (in the end the class was cancelled too =.=), she asked me to meet her up at TBS earlier. Finally we took bus to Muar at 3:40 p.m. and reached there at about 6 p.m.

The next morning, we had church service. Long time didn't see my cousin, Ivan already. He patted my head and gave me a hug, as if I am still a kid. Yea I'm always a kid to him, maybe. :O Although it was his wedding, we gave many attentions to the kids. =.= Dylan and Danielle are so cute. However, at church we only managed to take some photos with  Danielle  as Dylan was crying for don't know what reason... == At home, we played with Beverly. She's like a genius. She knows a lot of things although she's 4 years old. She thinks and speaks maturely too. At night we went Ivan's house and we played with Dylan and Danielle again. Listened to Dylan's story about Plant VS Zombies for the whole night. Haha...

Actually, I enjoyed my conversation with Beverly and Dylan very much. We speak English. This reminds me of my childhood. Yes, I can entertain Dylan because I know Pokemon, Plant VS Zombies, Power Rangers, Ultraman and etc. And he likes to imagine things as I do. English speaking children are cute~!!! XD

Think Too Much

I like sitting down, not doing anything, and do my day dreaming. Sometimes I like to imagine things, sometimes I like to recall back things and sometimes I just leave my mind blank, without thinking anything.

Staring at my bottle now, thinking on the day when I returned to my University this semester. My bottle was full of clean drinking water. The water came from my home. I was reluctant to finish it as I knew I have to start boiling and drinking unclean water if I finish my water. Sad. =(

Whatever things taken from home are warm to me... Felt the love from my family...  (︶.︶)

The more I think, the more I feel miserable here. (T.T)

Am I thinking too much? =/