Stress

Exam is coming. Time flies. This sem's gonna end soon. Before my mid sem exam, I think I can cope and understand what the lecturer has taught. But now... What a contrast! Things are getting tougher and tougher suddenly. I don't really understand what I have learnt. I don't know what's happening about what I have studied. Oh no! Have to seek help from God! Oh God please be my teacher, help me to understand what I have learnt... T-T

Golf Test?!

Aaahhh!!! I didn't expect that playing golf also have to take practical test! Oh no! Look at my golf playing skill! I'm still consider an amateur!!! How to do?! What to do?! I don't wish to fail on it! Oh God Please Help Me On My Test!

Outing In The Middle Of The Night

Yesterday I had my dinner with Beng Soon, Yee Meng, Man Jiet and Lynn. Haha first time having dinner with such a strange combination, but actually I will join whoever I meet to have dinner together~ =)

After having our dinner, we chit-chatted a lot about our studies, lecturers and many things. Then I was informed that at 9pm there will be an event going on, that is, we can eat free food such as BBQ chicken. They were waiting for that actually. But soon, Beng Soon and Lynn were tired of waiting and they wanted to go back their rooms to study. Yea I also wanted to study when I'm  free but since I have no mood to study at that time, I waited for the time to come with Man Jiet and Yee Meng. 

Later on, when the time has come, we approached to the food and we saw Jonathan along with Yen Yik having those food as dinner! Lol~ Since I had my dinner already, I just took some chickens to eat. After finish eating, Jonathan suggested to go outside to play. But it was quite late already and Yen Yik's car has no sticker so we can only get back during dawn. It was 10pm. On or not? ''On!!!'' I said. Then later we went out with Mei Kie and Seok Ting too~ Lol I'm the one who said 'On!' but I'm also the one who fell asleep in the car... =P Actually we also do not know where are we going to, but Jonathan insisted to go out. So we decided to go Putrajaya to have a beautiful night view of bridges there. They took many photos. Then later, we ate supper at Kajang at 2.30am. Jonathan treated all of us~ Haha~ At last we get back to Uni at 4.20am... What a strange outing, but I'm happy~ XD

I Thank God For The Safe Outing In The Middle Of The Night~ Amen~

It's About Golf Again

Heehee~ Recently I'm so addicted to golf~ Yea I'm talking about golf again and again here because it's really a great experience for me and I would like to share it here. Yes, today, as usual I went for my co-curriculum. It's really a big harvest of my practices for the last two days. Enjoyed the fruits of labour~  I think that I hit the ball well today. Perhaps because I always use the men's golf stick for my practice and today I used a women's golf stick. There's really a great difference, in terms of the weight of the golf stick. As I have accustomed using men's golf stick, using women's golf stick seems to be an 'easy mode' for me when playing golf, although some of my balls were still rolling but overall I did hit well today~ Praise the Lord again and again~ Amen~ Thanks God for listening to my prayers~ Hooray~ Woohoo~ Yes I'm happy indeed~ Hope to maintain my good skill~ ^^

God Listens To Every Prayer! Just Put Our Faith In Him And Nothing Is Impossible~

First Own Practice of Golf

Finally... A friend has borrowed a golf set from hostel. He gave me a club so that I can practise golf by my own without having to follow his free time and train together.

Today, I skipped one of my class to practise golf. After taking one club from my friend, I went to the driving range for my first own practice. Unfortunately, when I reached there, it was raining heavily. Haiz... the rain had made me feel down and I did not hit well for the first few balls. T-T

Felt kinda embarass when hitting the ball especially when I did not hit well because there were many people also went there to play and of course, they hit well. Only my ball rolled. Others were high and far. So of course I will feel something although I'm younger than them. Ishhh... Paiseh lo... When can I get pro? Then later, got one chinese boy came. He is a third year senior taking Chemical Engineering course. I became more embarass to play when I saw him hitting the ball. His posture was very nice and he swang naturally. Unlike me, stiff and inflexible... ==

We had chatted about many things... Yea he taught me many things about golf. But I'm really very embarass and nervous to play in front of him. Haiz... Hope that I can be pro and have the guts to play in front of people. I think not only playing golf in front of many people, I always do not perform anything well in front of others. So sad... T-T

Oh God Please Help Me In Everything, Grant Me Some Skill, Wisdom and Faith. Amen! I Believe In Thee~

Golf

Just came back from my co-curriculum -- golf. I really really hope that I can play golf well. Those who plays well can get free drinks from the coach... So nice~ Sometimes kinda envy those who have skills and luck when playing anything. Then everytime I saw someone better than me, I will start pondering whether I have the talent of playing golf or not... Actually not only golf la... Sometimes through any other games also will show that whether you are skilled or not, this is what I think. For example, DoTA. Yes, I have been playing it for years. Although there is some improvement compared to the first time I played, I'm still not a pro yet. Haiz... I think I know where the problem lies. Must be the stubborn nature of me which hinders my improvement. Yes, I'm so reluctant to change my way of playing things. I always refuse to heed any advices from others because I only do what I used to do. Yes indeed a new change seems so hard for me because I'm way too stubborn. Haiz again... But I believe that if I train more, I will catch up with the others. The problem is, I have to really find out some time to do practice. The practice field is quite far away from my hostel. Sometimes I will feel lazy to walk down and go for practice. Yea it's such a dilemma too when I'm free because I don't know whether I should be staying at room studying for exam or going for a golf practice. Hopefully God will assist me, guide me, teach me and help me to be successful in golf. Amen~ Praise the Lord~

I REALLY WANT TO BE PRO IN SOMETHING!

1st Year - 2nd Semester

Everyone is running a hectic lifestyle recently. Yup, can't deny that this semester I'm busier than the last semester. Before I proceed talking about my current semester lifestyle, I would like to clarify something, that is -- I don't have a habit of blogging! I don't blog when I'm free, I blog only when I have the feeling and inspiration to do so~ That's why my previous post is like 'hanging' and has no ending, haha. Ok. Well, I have scored quite well in my first semester even though my mid-semester had performed poorly last time. Perhaps it was my final exam which has contributed a lot in picking up the pieces from my mid-semester exam. Lol. Thanks God anyway~ Amen~

Back to the topic, in contrast to the first mid-semester exam, this time I'm quite satisfied with my mid-semester exam although the result has not out or it will never out == Our second semester started 2 weeks earlier than the other Universities. It was on the 20th of Dec 2010. And the moment I was back in my University, I already had one BSMM activity awaiting me == Yea I had to prepare for the competition from the next day I returned back Uni till 2nd Jan 2011 which means 2 weeks of intensive training waiting for me! Everyday I train from 7 or 8pm till 12am! So pity, so pathetic! However, because of this hectic lifestyle, I think that I have no time to study and do revision after every lecture, in the end I forced myself to study everytime when I have any break time~ Better than when I'm too free, because I will end up playing games which may waste more time and maybe I will not aware that I have no time to study too~

After the competition has over, our co-curriculum begins. I'm in a dilemma when I was asked to take one of the activities. It's either from the sports category or the culture category. Hmm... Well, I love drawing and I feel like taking it as my co-curriculum; I always wanted to learn some classical musical instruments; I'm kinda interested in darts; Badminton is easy and it's a common game... Arghh!!! So many things that I'm interested with it! Take all then~ Nah... As if I don't need to study for exam... In the end, I choose Golf since Badminton was in a very hot demand and there was no place for me already. But never mind, I like Golf as well. A new try, A good try.

Another new thing that I have tried in this semester is -- I went for outing with friends in KL ALL BY MY OWN!! Haha... Was scared initially but then eventually I'm obsessed with it instead~ I had went there quite often. Compared to the last semester, I think I only visited to Kajang so often only. Yes I have learned how to take bus, how to take train and many things through these outings. Become more independent already hooray! Some more, I also had the chance to enjoy many luscious Japanese Cuisine~ Love it! XD

Another thing is, I also got the opportunity to go for the Malacca trip for 3 days. Ya, now I call it as an 'opportunity' but before that it was a 'disaster' and 'burden' trip. Wonder why? Haha... This is because I have an exam after the trip and I haven't prepare for my exam! But wonder why I studied very fast before going for the trip and in the end I'm almost ready for my exam. Ya, still can cope~ Praise the Lord again~ Amen~ It's so nice staying in the hotel, eating delicious food and just listening some seminars. We didn't need to pay anything also~ Quite relaxing actually while other students in the hostel were troubling about where to eat, what to eat and what to do~ Haha~ I think so~ =P

Ok. That's all for this post. Hopefully God will continue leading me to success not only on my studies, but also my personality, skills, faith and many other things. =)