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Sigh, Sigh, Sigh~
Here are some criteria of a super pessimist person:
Always grumble, always complaint.
Always feel like it's the end of the world if anything goes wrong.
Cannot accept failure.
Cannot accept criticism.

Too bad there is no longer a listener staying by your side. You are all alone in this so-called society.

What should I do?

I'm sorry... But I no longer know what I should do...

Water Rocket

I don't know, but this thing suddenly came across my mind. We made a water rocket during Form 6, and I named it Sharky! There was Chinese name for it too, and it was "杀気"! And the "気" is actually the Japanese word of the Chinese word "气"! So basically that's the history behind the name LOL! Now I think of it, I feel super duper embarrassing of the name, isn't it? Frankly speaking, I don't have much memory about my Form 6 life and don't even like to think about it. I only remember that those days were lifeless and kept going for tuition. Maybe this water rocket project was the most interesting event during Form 6 life. Oh ya, Sharky got a prize for flying off with the longest distance if I'm not mistaken. And we had paper works too! And I remember the design of the first page... vividly... because I was the one who designed it. ==

无忧无虑的生活

小时候的照片。还记得这是在麻坡的 Tanjung 拍的。是七伯姆帮我们拍的。当时的相机还是那种用 film 的，而且所拍的照都会洗出来做纪念。没有 Rachel 啦！哈哈！当时她应该是还一两岁吧？

Ok 咯。。。公平点。放她一张也是在 Tanjung 拍的照片吧！不过这 Tanjung 是我家附近的。以前爽爽的空就会到那里跑步，还有跟人家抢坐秋千，哈哈！偶尔还会遇到朋友呢！==！小时候很害羞，不可以在外面遇到熟人的，因为我会开始 “玩躲猫猫” ！哈哈！

Very Lazy!

Aaah~ Here comes the lazy people post...

I don't want to do anything

When will I become hardworking?

Never?

,_,

世界第一懒

Continue Previous Narcissist Post

Just to see how my back looks like

And how skinny I am

And aww I love my lower leg~ >w<

Big Neck

突然想起，那时刚intern第一个星期的星期五，我们到CS的salon去。然后那里很冷，最后离开时在电梯里，日本人突然间摸我的颈取暖。。。那时真的是。。。 。。。(大颈的好处) LOL Hehehehehe~~ >.<

Sigh

哈哈写了又删，这是我最常做的事

没有写又很心烦

写了觉得没事了就想删，因为觉得很丢脸

抱歉啦我只会埋怨

对不起

我又乱画东西了

Scribble

Bought the Bamboo Pen, but seldom use.
Before buying, keep wanting for it so that I can draw easily.
After buying, don't know what to draw ==
Always wanted to draw some outstanding pictures, but always failed to do so because I'm not an outstanding person.
Scribbled a lot in various drawing software, but in the end did not save them.
Just suddenly feel like drawing hands, and this time I saved it although it looks nothing special.
I am still a weirdo whom does not even understand myself.

Death

Where miserable ends.

Back to Normal

Seems like I am back to where and who I used to be. All the sentimental things that I posted before are nothing but a joke to me now. I have no feelings about them already. Yes, nothing has changed in the end. I'm just back to the days I had not enter the University. Staying in room all day, facing my laptop.

Miss

Now only I know the feeling of missing someone. Sometimes when speaking with people who haven't meet for a long time, I will also say, "Miss you~" without any special feelings, because I think that it was just something that you should say to make them feel better. Yesterday after my roommate left, I was all alone in my room. Although it was not the first time she was not in the room, as she was always busy for outdoor activities, I know, I know that she will come back at least for a sleep. But now, her place was empty like the time we just entered. Being alone in this state, I opened Facebook and looked for friends who were appeared online, trying to ask them out like I used to be when I felt bored in room. But I can't. Most of them were back and they will never come back. Suddenly my tears rolled down. I just missed the time when I need them and they were there. I just missed their reply "Dinah, where do you want to go? I accompany you." Never thought I would cry because of this. I thought I will happily leave this University. Before this, I only cried when I have to part with my family. Maybe I have treated them as people who are as close as my family now.

My shoes

Like these shoes very much...

They have no shoelaces

They are light

They are attractive to me

They are comfortable to wear

They fit my legs perfectly

However...

Now they are worn out but I'm still wearing them

Thank you shoes

Will I ever meet shoes like these, again?

Neat and Nice

突然觉得。。。我的Blog。。。好整齐啊~ 

（要死！我的汉语拼音真的是无药可救了！eg: 要打一个“整”字都要trial and error T.T）

eh no no... can read can write consider very good already :p

真是的！一点上进心都没有 ==

We Don't Have To Binge!

Well... I'm so lazy to blog about the Jogoya buffet I had yesterday. Maybe because I felt strange going out with the boys? Felt strange until it was so difficult to write but never mind lah as long as I enjoyed myself, I write about myself this time.

I just simply state what I had eaten yesterday lah. ==

I had:

scallops (took a lot, ate a lot and wasted a lot ==)
sliced abalone (two pieces, lol I always had fake sliced abalones at home!)
mussels (yummy but two is enough)

pandan chicken (took one, next time better don't take)

lamb (my fav~~~ had 2 plates~ >w<)

tempura catfish (ate half and felt sick of it ady... too oily maybe?)

grilled salmon (normal lo)

unagi (sweet~ I like this too~ Took 2 times)

kangkung (the veges tasted good!)

lettuce (even people who don't usually eat vege like me also say delicious!)

coconut drink (one big coconut for me to drink and ate some of the flesh)

honey green tea (my fav drink~ >w<)

haagen dazs ice-cream (one scoop, strawberry flavoured)

dim sum (ate different siow mai, not bad)

shark fins soup (one bowl is enough, my stomach is not big, have to try other food too LOL)

fried cod fish (not bad)

curry crab (Just simply bit and wasted it)

espresso (bitter >.< and now only I know what is it)

latte (creamy and a little bit bitter)
a bite of sashimi (LOL suddenly dare not eat but rest assured waste is allowed in Jogoya and that's what I like it the most)

I think... that's all... and I spent RM57 for this 2 hours lunch (actually more than 2 hours since we paid first and no people chased us away >w<) Ok lah can taste so many food in a meal haha!
However... I still hope I can eat this with my family and some close friends... It will be more fun! Haiz... Wait till I earn money and treat them lah~ Haha~

Oh ya and Starhill Gallery, the building where Jogoya is situated looks so luxurious than Pavilion. Even the escalators were as if a red carpet. 

So you thought I totally don't know how to play? I actually know some basics :p

#LOL I said I was lazy to blog, but I kept on edit and add things to this post and now it becomes from simple to normal post ==

3 Years Diary

Looking back on my first post on blogger. I started blogging since my first year of entering the University. At that time maybe I was too bored and did not know what to do. I faced problems but I had no one to tell. My room mate was always busy practicing her sketch and she always comes back during dawn. So, I suddenly had the feel to blog.

Looking back on the other posts that I had wrote. It was really... Whoah! Time flies! Things that happened years ago seem like they were just happened not long ago.

Of course, there were many things that I never blog about, too. Some were due to my laziness, some weren't worth mentioning (sounds cruel), some were difficult to be explained with words (actually it was my expression by word is poor) and blah blah blah eg: Facebook had already posted, so need not to post twice, other people had already written in their blogs, so I didn't feel like blogging the same thing... (many excuses ==).

However, those were things that happened not only in my University, they include things that happened during the semester break, during outings in KL, during these 3 years since I entered UKM.

Now, I feel like closing my blog after I graduate. 

These are...

My 3 years diary in UKM...

Goodbye!

(Aiks! As if this is the last post, but I think not, just suddenly want to write the ending post earlier, maybe will copy and paste it in a new post and this will be deleted XP)

Pasar Malam With Coursemates

Long time didn't go Cheras Pasar Malam with coursemates by public transport. Erm... Why public transport? Haha I have many coursemates, and this group of people always go out by public transport.  Firstly, we took bus to KTM and stopped at Bandar Tasek Selatan. At Bandar Tasek Selatan, we took taxi straight away to reach the Pasar Malam. At first I was a little bit worry about how to walk back at night, but one of my coursemate had been late to take the bus to KTM and since she has a car, she drove to the KTM station. Now why we have a car but we are still taking public transport? Because nobody knows how to drive there. However, I felt relieved because I need not to walk up when I'm back! Hooray! Thanks God! XD

Ok I will tell the interesting part here. As one of my coursemates, Joy, who did not go, but she had asked Li Ting to buy her some food, so we walked and bought food for ourselves and at the same time looking for any food that can be take away for her. But it was a little bit difficult because that day the Pasar Malam was so crowded, perhaps it was due to Labour Day. Li Ting wanted to buy bread for her, but since the bread stall was too crowded, she gave up on that stall. Then we passed by a cake stall, and she thought she wanted to buy cakes for Joy, but the cakes were quite large in size... So, she passed again. At last we walked back to where we came, the smelly toufu stall! Then the boys asked Li Ting, "How? So you did not buy anything for Joy?" Then, I saw Li Ting, seemed lazy to go back to the bread stall. Suddenly she looked at the petrol station nearby and pointed on it, "Can I just buy a bread from there?" LOL! Then the boys said, "Don't be like this lah! Feel sorry for Joy leh!" Then, Yin Keat said, "Ok lah, you walk back and buy it by yourself lah! We are so tired to walk already." And he wanted to sit down on a stool from the toufu stall. But Li Ting saw him seriously did not intend to accompany her to walk back and she said, "Woi! I don't care! You MUST accompany me to walk back oh!!! If not I don't let you sit!!!" And she KICKED the stool which Yin Keat was going to sit on it! The stool was kicked away! And Yin Keat did not know! And since he was going to sit like a boss, he felt down, rolling instead! And there were puddles too! Laugh my ass off! Really LOL! The other two guys stunned! Then he quickly got up, feeling so ashamed and stared at Li Ting said, "Paiseh Si! Why you... ...!!!" But I know he's quite gentlemen and won't take it into his heart. If it was the other guy, he sure gets angry with Li Ting. Then, Li Ting also felt sorry and kept apologize to him and said, "Why were you still sitting down? I thought you knew the stool was already kicked away?" True also. == Then he said he really didn't know! He kept saying that he felt embarass because there were other people looking at him, and some were laughing at him. I felt quite sorry for him too, because his shorts were a bit dirty and his hands were full of sands. Finally, Yin Keat accompanied her to buy the bread a while and the rest of us went to McDonald's to wait for them. On the way back, we kept on talking and laughing and never close this topic. What a memorable day! XD

Temptation? Testing?

Went Today's Market yesterday night. Dad had his haircut there. When we were approaching to our car, suddenly a guy appeared and he flashed out a samsung galaxy S3 smartphone. He was going to sell it to dad for RM300. But dad rejected him and told him that he did not bring much money with him. Then, the man lowered the price to RM200, from his expression I could tell that he was so desperate for money. He told dad that he needed some money to go home. Then, me and my sister just asked dad to ignore him and we just got into our car. But he still pestered my dad and said, "Ok, last call, RM150, you tolong saya lah!" Suddenly dad hesitate and asked him what kind of phone was that (Sorry, my dad doesn't know much about the latest model of smartphones ==). When he knew that it was S3, he said it was very cheap and asked us whether we want it or not. Then I told dad in a lower voice, "No, don't buy that, it was obviously a stolen phone... Nowadays people can track their lost phones easily..." and blah blah blah... While talking, I suddenly remembered my first handphone, that Sony Ericsson W910i was stolen before, too. :( If we buy it from him, we are condoning his mistakes! But dad repeated, "Very cheap leh, want or not?" "Of course cheap lah! Why don't you go steal? Even cheap, no need to spend a single cent!" I said. Yes, we were as if the man's accomplice in stealing if we buy from him! Then my sis also agreed and said impatiently, "Just start the car and go! Don't bother him!" Finally, we did not buy it from him.

This incident made me ponder. I admit that I also wanted to buy that phone in a cheap price. For a second, really, I was greedy and I felt like asking my dad to accept the deal although my mouth kept telling my dad not to buy it! But my timid nature (Scared get caught, Scared die, Scared of disgrace, Scared of no pride...) had prevent me to do so. == Or perhaps this was because of the holy spirit within me which prevent me from committing any sins. We brought this topic even when we reached home. I told my sis, "Maybe God was testing us just now. If we bought it, maybe God will be disappointed in us." "Maybe God will cry~" I added some humor behind. Then my sis said, "Yea... Eh, no.. God will not test us, only Satan will. God only will allow Satan to test us!" And she began her preach. ==

Then I thought again because I suddenly remembered that my sis once reminded us that we Christians are responsible to uphold justice. We were still wrong although we did not buy that stolen phone with a cheap price! Because we did not ask that fellow to change and learn from his mistakes! And we did not report this incident to the police! Oh no! These are easier said that done! It is so difficult.... to become a real Christian... T____T

Nostalgia

A new way of blogging~

First Time Shopping At 1 Utama

Ok. I will stop blogging about Yui Aragaki for a while as I don't want my blog to become some kind of Gakky fan page! Now telling story about my trip to 1 Utama.

Initially, I planned to go to Times Square with my JB friend. But in the end the plan was not successful because I dare not go alone and my friend also not sure how to go there from her friend's house. So, I decided to follow my course mates to 1 Utama. They decided to take 9.30 a.m. bus from UKM.

As for me, since yesterday I had an unexpected outing to Mid Valley, and an unexpected expensive lunch at Chili's, I... have not much money in my purse. So today I woke up early and went down to Pusanika to withdraw some money. Then I waited for the UKM bus to go to the KTM station. On the bus, there were many Korean students, all were good looking, And I felt like I was in a Korean variety show. == When we reached the KTM station, my friend borrowed me the 1Malaysia KTM card as I did not apply it before. Hngh! Didn't ask me along to apply! We usually say, bo jio! Which means didn't ask along. It's really cheap! Half price only. Save a lot of transport fee! We were lucky because some times they might check. Here, we waited for an hour for the train to come! Malysia you are still the same. == And I wonder how the Korean students felt LOL! They were quite frustrated while waiting but they took many photos of themselves and the train. Probably to post it and to complain about it I think. Haha.

We took train to KL Sentral. And from KL Sentral, we took Rapid KL straight away to 1 Utama. It costed RM2.50 for the bus fare. Really thanks to the half price KTM card, we really save a lot of transport fee. Really! At 1 Utama, I bought three T-shirts from Brands Outlet (RM50), one long pants at Padini (RM49.50), one short pants at Padini Authentics (RM44.50). Oh! I had withdrawn some money again there!

Most of the things were expensive. Except for La Boheme. I bought some food again. ==

Fruit tarts (RM4.00, 2 pieces), Egg tarts (RM2.00, 2 pieces), Muffin (RM1.00), Rice Crackers from Jusco, and that 2 packets of biscuit sticks were from Shojikiya

Then we depart at 8 p.m. and reached UKM KTM station at 9.30 p.m. So happy because UKM bus fetched me up to my hostel! Ah! What a wonderful day! If only I am rich.... I think I temporary can't go for outing anymore... T T

Yui Aragaki

Since I posted about Yui Aragaki and named the post title as "Yui Aragaki", my blog suddenly has a significant increase number of pageviews. Gakki, you invited many people from various countries to see my post about you huh? Haha. But it was truly disappointing because the previous post with this title had only a few sentences and a few pictures about Gakki only. Well, I’m going to write something about her now as I have done some homeworks, exploring about this Japanese artist, Aragaki Yui. Of course, I am not going to talk about her biodata as this can be searched from Wikipedia or any websites about her. So, erm, you know that kind of feel when you see something repeatedly until you feel like you can memorize every sentence or every piece of information from it already.

Seriously, I think I am crazily obsessed to her. Now my laptop is full of her things. Videos about her dramas, her movies, her interviews, her variety shows, pictures of her photo books, her songs, her albums, her news... And I even set her picture as my wallpaper! Whoops! They occupy a few GB’s of my laptop! It sounds crazy, but if you truly like a person, you would explore everything about her. Drama is not enough to see what kind of person she is. So, I downloaded and watched some of her variety shows and interviews. And maybe because of she’s a model, there are so many pictures of her on the internet.

While browsing some of the websites, hunting for any news about Yui Aragaki, I accidentally saw some comments of people comparing Yui Aragaki and Erika Toda. Well, it was actually rumors about the rivalry between the two female actresses. And from the comments, Toda seemed to have more supporter than Gakki. Most of them preferred Toda because of her unique personality. Of course, they said Gakki is cute but she looks normal (Oops! my sis also said this to me before when I keep praising and talking about Gakki). Those who dislike Gakki said that she’s a boring person but one of the comments I agreed most is “She takes ages to say anything during interviews”. Haha! You’ll know it when you watch it! But who cares? Many people get nervous during an interview, including me. And she looks quiet too, like me. Yeah! I have found some similarities between me and her! Or maybe that is why I like her so much. >< I like her cute and beautiful face, her height and her sweet voice.

Ok, now let’s talk about her appearance.

During 2005, she acted in the Dragon Zakura drama. I bought the original VCD at that time (LOL when I typed the word VCD, I can imagine it was how many years ago because now is the era of watching videos using Blu-ray Disc). Frankly speaking at that time I did not notice her existence as I bought the drama because of Yamapi and Teppei Koike. Yes, during that year my pop songs were from NEWS, WaT and many other anime theme songs. 

Yui Aragaki acting as Kosaka Yoshino in Dragon Zakura (Left: Episode 1, Right: Episode 11)

During 2006, she acted in the Gal Circle drama. I am currently still downloading this drama and have not  finish watching it yet. But I like her outfit in this drama. Looked very stylish and it showed how tall she is.

 Yui Aragaki acting as Nagisa in Gal Circle
(She looked so cool in this drama >w<)

Another drama that she acted during the same year was My Boss My Hero. This drama is very funny and I think you won't feel bored watching it!

Yui Aragaki as Umemura Hikari in My Boss My Hero

(She looks great in school uniform)

During 2007, I will briefly talk about the movie Koizora. Here! I hardly believe that it was her because she really doesn't look like 'her'! Have a look! The eyes, the ears a bit different! Even her voice was different too!

(Oh! How different! Tell me, is she Yui Aragaki?) 

Ok. I just noticed that the above one was the Koizora drama and the girl was not Yui Aragaki! Yui Aragaki only acted in the Koizora movie! Aaahh!! How blur I am! >.< But at least I don't believe that the above one was Gakky! At least! XD

Yui Aragaki acting as Mika in Koizora

(That's great! Gakky is still the same~ :'))

The drama that she was playing during this year was Papa to Musume no Nanokakan. It was an interesting drama too. This drama was like the Korean drama, Secret Garden. This is about Kawaharu Koumei (Yui Aragaki) who accidentally switched body with her father.

Yui Aragaki as Kawahara Koumei in Papa to Musume no Nanokakan

(Right picture: She sat like a man because she has switched her body with her father)

During 2008, she acted as the second main character in the Code Blue drama, together with Yamapi and Toda Erika. Here, I began to notice her existence. And I felt that she is prettier than Toda. Oh I like this drama very much! But it is a very emo drama. Every character was emo here hahaha!

Yui Aragaki acting as Shiraishi Megumi in Code Blue 

(This one was funny, because it was the first time she was on duty for riding the helicopter, she was nervous until she forgot to take off the surgical cap after performing an operation)  

During 2009, she acted in the Code Blue Special drama. Here, she looked the same as in the Code Blue drama. So, I am going to jump to the other drama which she acted in the same year, which is the drama, Smile. In this drama, she did not speak much as she acted as a person who had trauma and was unable to speak. So, you can see her using body languages here. Err, I don't enjoy the story of this drama much. But here Yui Aragaki was extremely cute! >w<

Yui Aragaki acting as Mishima Hana in Smile

(Cute! So cute! Right?)  

Her first line in this drama, "Chigaimasu!" during the end of episode 9

Well, next is during 2010, she continued acting in the Code Blue 2 drama. She looked different here compared to Code Blue and Code Blue SP. She looked a little bit like Toda here and I hardly differentiate them in the beginning. But I like her more in the second season. She looked more mature and pretty here. XD

The difference. Left: Code Blue, Right: Code Blue 2

First appearance in Code Blue 2 episode 1

Working

Drunken with Yamapi (as Aizawa)

Toda (as Hiyama) and Gakki (as Shiraishi) attending funeral of Dr Satoshi

In 2011, she had been acting in two drama series, Zenkai Girl and Ranma 1/2. But I had only watched the drama Zenkai Girl. This was the first time she acted as the main character. 

First appearance in Zenkai Girl as Wakaba

(Aww! She looks great in Kimono!)

Hmm... I still prefer her look in Smile and all the Code Blue 2 most!

Now her hair is short. This can be seen from a recent variety show. Well I don't know the name of the show because I simply watch any videos from Youku. That website has many videos about Gakki.

Yui Aragaki on the right 

(Fans were screaming after seeing her)

Oh ya... And from a video clip that I have seen (True Love SP), I noticed that she's cute here too. Well, she looked so young here. Guess this video was taken during years ago.

Kawaii~

Oh, hug me too Gakki! =3=

Cute! (^_^)v

Now let's talk about her interviews. I noticed that she had been interviewed for many times. It must be hard on you, Gakki. ><

Interview of being a voice actor in the Keroro Gunso movie (as Mirara):

She's really cute, both her face and her voice

2006

Interview after filming Code Blue drama: 

She looked blankly during the interview
2008

Interview after Code Blue 2 drama:

She took a long time to speak. Because she took a long time thinking of what to speak?
2009

Interview of the Smile drama, with one of the Arashi's member, Jun Matsumoto in 2009:

This was funny too, before going in for interview, 

1) Jun said, "How? Go in?" 2) Gakki, "Eh? Not going in? 3) Jun, "Can't we do it in such a distance?" 

(Oh! Jun you are so... ==)

Another interesting part of the interview

They were asking Jun about how does he feel about Yui Aragaki in school uniform? Then Jun smiled and replied, "What do you mean by that? Nothing. I'm not particularly fond of school uniforms!"

(LOL sorry here I am just talking about Jun instead of Gakki because he was really funny here!)

Interview of the Zenkai Girl drama in 2011:

Here, I saw some improvement of Gakki already. At least she spoke not that slow compared to the previous interviews. LOL perhaps she underwent too many interviews and this was the result of her improvement?

Recently I watched a variety show called Shabekuri 007. Well, obviously I watched it because Yui Aragaki appeared on the TV show. Through this show, I know many things about Gakki. Like the fact that she likes drawing. You can know it from wiki but you can see it with your eyes through this show beacuse she was asked to draw in this show~ :D

The Three Little Pigs Picture Book Illustrated by Yui Aragaki

Oh, I love drawing too! Gakki you made me love you even more! 

Yui Aragaki was asked to draw a portrait of Arita Teppei

An interesting information about Gakky from this show. That is, I have found her look when she was 13 years old. >.<

Yui Aragaki auditioned as a model for the magazine 'Nicola' and won the grand prix during the age of 13.

(LOL I almost burst into laughter when I saw this!)

Another piece of information. She said she wants to have kids fairly early because she would like to still be in an energetic state when her kids grow up.

I'm surprised when I saw this ==. Anyway, hope she will find a good husband :] 

Ok. Enough talking about the videos. Now let's talk about the photo books. Here I had edited a few pictures and made them as my desktop wallpaper haha. The photo book chosen was Koisuru Madori.

Super duper love these three photos!!!

Now talk about her songs. I like her Akai Ito most! I think I heard this song before because the music sounds familiar. Hmm... Other songs which I also like are Chiisana Koi no Uta, Heavenly Days and Memories. Her voice varies in these songs, but I still like it. ^_^

Akai Ito MV

Ok. That's all from me about Yui Aragaki. Despite of her flaws, I still like her very much. Haha. Thank you.