Miss

Now only I know the feeling of missing someone. Sometimes when speaking with people who haven't meet for a long time, I will also say, "Miss you~" without any special feelings, because I think that it was just something that you should say to make them feel better. Yesterday after my roommate left, I was all alone in my room. Although it was not the first time she was not in the room, as she was always busy for outdoor activities, I know, I know that she will come back at least for a sleep. But now, her place was empty like the time we just entered. Being alone in this state, I opened Facebook and looked for friends who were appeared online, trying to ask them out like I used to be when I felt bored in room. But I can't. Most of them were back and they will never come back. Suddenly my tears rolled down. I just missed the time when I need them and they were there. I just missed their reply "Dinah, where do you want to go? I accompany you." Never thought I would cry because of this. I thought I will happily leave this University. Before this, I only cried when I have to part with my family. Maybe I have treated them as people who are as close as my family now.